Forgive me

I am only a son
A male, a man
Like any other, I am the one
I have the devils in me for the brother I did not have
And through the ways he follows me,
Flee away from my rage,
Pray for my rest,
Take away my burden, praise for the angel,
Sing his praises, wise men light the way
I remain your son, the love of your nights,
The one you have known
I keep the love of those who wanted me
And the inheritance of the culture I received,
My strong body is weak
Each time my mind remains under the yoke of my rage,
My knowledge is useless in front of the extent of boundless universe
Which comes closer in the future
Sometimes I show myself proud and worthy of you
Other times I disappoint you
How could I find peace
When I have two selves within me
And that war is declared between those both
I am not responsible for it anymore
I cannot succeed in thinking of the consequences of my unforgivable behaviours
Love me, support me
Help me once again, forgive me.